Enslaved to Madame Catarina in Chastity

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I awoke the next morning at fever pitch. The dreams had been if anything more vivid and fantastical than before .I pledged my service to Madame Catarina and she replied that she would be sending me a little present.

I thanked her dutifully and the rest of the morning wondered what the gift could be…I knew it would not be a box of chocolates or anything of that ilk…firstly because that is not the sort of gift a Mistress gives to a slave and secondly I am on a strict diet to lose weight for my Mistress.

In due course the gift arrived in my inbox. It was a sneak preview copy of Madame Catarina’s new movie. Bootlicker as a Camera Man: Head Cam Version The movie is available on C4S and if you have not bought it already I suggest you do so now. I had strict instructions to sit down that evening at six O’clock exactly and watch the movie.

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In the movie Madame Catarina has strapped a camera to the head of her Bootlicker slave and the first movie is shot completely from Bootlickers viewpoint…it is incredible. The second movie in the series is the same session shot in the usual way so you get not only the slave’s experience in the first movie but also an overview of the whole session in the second.

I sat down to watch the movie with some trepidation. I had spent almost a week locked in chastity and away from my owner and Mistress. My imagination had been overworking and I felt her ownership at the core of my being. How would I react to the movie and more importantly how would my cock react in its steel prison?

I sat down at the appointed hour with my laptop and clicked on the link.

The movie begins with a slave’s eye view of Madame Catarina’s saloon…a view I recognise well and so did the cock in a box.  With the sound of Madame Catarina’s heels on the floor and the sight of her in thigh high boots and leather my cock was straining at its confinement. Madame Catarina viewed from the saloon floor is a sight to behold and when she spoke and laughed her cruel laugh my whole body went into spasms. I tried desperately to get myself under some sort of control. What followed was possibly the most intense erotic experience I have encountered when not actually with Madame Catarina or in her saloon.

I could feel the smoke as she blew it into my face and I gratefully breathed it in, I could taste the ash of her cigarette as I swallowed it deep down inside me, all the time feeling the intense sensation of utter helplessness. I half remembered, half imagined the intense pleasure of tasting the mixture of her saliva and wine deep down and feeling completely helpless. The total dominance and beauty of Madame Catarina, her eyes, her smile and her cruel laughter where almost too much for my trapped cock as it tried desperately to break free of the device. I could feel her boots digging into my cock and taste the leather soles of her boots and I longed to taste the leather of her heels as I greedily sucked them and feel her leather gloved hands on my nipples…

And then it was over…the movie ended

As you can probably guess it comes highly recommended.

Throughout the duration of the entire movie my cock struggled and strained within its tight metal sheath. I felt as if I had orgasmed several times but felt aroused and even more under Madame Catarina’s control. As I sat exhausted in the chair a message from my owner and Mistress came through. It was just a smiley face

I thanked my Mistress profusely and knew that I was more deeply enslaved than I had been only ten minutes previously…

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And More Chastity

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I awoke the following morning having slept better. Whether this was a result of exhaustion or feeling more comfortable in my chastity I do not know. Having pledged my devotion to my Mistress and owner I got on with the work I had to do. After all this was the reason I could not serve my Mistress in person. Although obviously haunted by images of Madame Catarina throughout the day I began to feel more comfortable with the device both physically and emotionally.

It felt good to feel my owners control over me and I began to view this as normal. Which indeed it is, the couple of weeks I was not in chastity were abnormal. I occasionally gazed down at my cock in its plastic cage and thought of how far I had travelled over the last few years. As I gazed at the cock locked away I began to see it as almost something separate from me. This cock that on reflection had been a major driving force in my life and made a lot of decisions for me in younger life had been given freely and gladly into the control of Madame Catarina and now she used it as well as other methods to exert her power and control over me. This was the most beautiful and precious thing. The device represented Madame Catarina’s complete domination of me and I knew this is what I wanted more than anything.

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The day passed in a flurry of work and meetings and with my chastity photo posted and allegiance pledged to my Mistress and owner I fell into bed and tried to sleep but could not as I thought of the metal device that should arrive tomorrow and how would feel to be locked securely in a tight metal casing with no prospect of release…and the thoughts excited me.

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The next morning I awoke once more from vivid dreams with my cock semi-hard in its prison. I followed the same routine as always, offering my service to Madame Catarina and completing any tasks she gave me before starting other work. I was excited at the prospect of the new device and could not get it out of my head and in due course it was delivered. I quickly sent Madame Catarina a photograph and she was delighted with it commenting it looked like something from H R Giger before instructing me to put it on immediately.

I quickly photographed the device I was wearing, removed it, washed, lubricated and within minutes I was locked in the cold steel sheath and a photo of my new home was quickly sent. Madame Catarina pronounced herself delighted with it before briefing me on caring for her property within its new prison.

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I must admit it felt wonderful to be imprisoned this way and both exciting and liberating. The feel and weight of the metal made it feel much more of a prison than the plastic device. The only problem was that having my cock locked away in the new device excited me. The feel of it reiterated Madame Catarina’s power and control which excited me further. I could not stop looking at my cock in its bright shiny new prison, totally trapped and controlled by Madame Catarina.

I imagined Madame Catarina torturing me whilst I was encased in the device and idly wondered if she would be able to use a urethral dilator whilst I was wearing it…these kinds of thoughts followed me everywhere… but I knew with patience and time I would adapt and the feel of the steel and feelings of total surrender would soon become the normal state of things.

That evening with the photo sent and allegiance pledged to my Mistress, owner and goddess, I sank into the most beautiful of dreams which others might call nightmares as felt Madame Catarina’s absolute power and control envelope me

To be continued

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Bootlicker as Camera Man-Standard Cam Version: Chapter One

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This is a truly amazing movie. Madame Catarina has given her slaves, followers and fans an amazing and unique opportunity. In the first part of this movie Bootlicker as Camera man we experience what it is like to be dominated by Madame Catarina from the viewpoint of the slave…we see what he sees. In this the second part we have an overview view of the same session…amazing! Two ways to experience the same session.

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In this version Madame Catarina dressed in stunning leather and thigh length boots enjoys a cigarette and a glass of sparkling white wine. With the helpless Bootlicker lying at her feet she decides to fit him with a funnel and uses him as an ashtray and spittoon as she crushes his cock beneath her heels and begins to torture his nipples…

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Further Adventures in Chastity

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The old church featured in my dreams again. Only this time I was led before the slave congregation crawling on all fours with collar and lead attached with other Mistresses in attendance. I was then strapped to a frame on the altar and subjected to an all over body branding. The idea of the repeated searing pain as the branding iron burnt into my bare flesh excited, terrified and aroused me in equal measures.

I am not quite sure if it should be called a dream, perhaps a beautiful sadomasochistic nightmare would be more appropriate.

How much this dream was to do with my chastity, lack of sleep or maybe something I ate I have no idea but the intensity and the feelings it aroused were very real and would haunt me throughout the day.

The day passed like those previously however I could feel myself adapting to the device and although always there as a reminder of my status as Madame Catarina’s property I began to find it easier to get on with the mundane tasks I had to complete. I began to feel comfortable in the device and began to regard it as part of myself. My cock, like the rest of me was owned by Madame Catarina and it was hers to do with as she pleased. I remembered how Madame Catarina had told me once when I was hanging in her suspension room in a straitjacket with nipple clamps attached and weights dangling from my balls, that she owned my cock and that she owned me. This was very simply the truth.

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I began to see the device now more as a tool of liberation. I was locked into chastity at my owners command and there was nothing I could do about it even if I wanted to. So why not let the device take the strain and enjoy the experience. I knew it pleased Madame Catarina to keep my cock locked tightly away and I exist only to please her, so why not take pleasure in serving her this way. With the device fitted I did not need to monitor my urges or impose self-discipline as that was what the device was for.

It was a couple of hours after finding this new found freedom that disaster struck. I was working away on something innocuous like a spreadsheet when my dream from the previous night returned stirring intense feelings of fear, excitement and arousal. My cock immediately grew hard as I thought of my beautiful nightmare and the branding. My cock forced itself against walls of my plastic sheath with considerable force.

And then I felt something give. I got up very slowly and retired to the bathroom and inspected my device. It had split down the middle catching my foreskin in its grip hence my slowness of movement. I carefully pulled my foreskin clear leaving the remnants of the device attached and immediately informed Madame Catarina of what had happened and then moving very slowly I provided the photographic evidence.

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Luckily for me Madame Catarina responded quickly. The incident obviously amused her as a similar incident had done previously. This is not the first time this has happened. Once before whilst I was serving Madame Catarina in Berlin I was tied tightly in my leather sack in the dungeon with my cock poking out and tightly secured in its device and when I woke in the morning the device was split in two…much to Madame Catarina’s amusement. Obviously Madame Catarina has a host of chastity devices in her dungeon so it was only a moment’s work to replace it.

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Luckily I have one spare, so I asked Madame Catarina if I could quickly replace it. Madame Catarina agreed to my request but stipulated it had to be a quick change over. So very quickly I located the spare sheath, removed the broken one, inspected my cock for any damage from the accident, a quick wash and within moments I was safely locked into chastity again.

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The obvious question was how long would the replacement last. It was obvious I needed something more substantial so with Madame Catarina’s permission I ordered a steel device of the internet. The question was would the replacement hold out until it arrived.

I must admit to not being overly impressed with the plastic models I have used. Firstly the numbers on the key holder tags smudge so it is impossible to read the numbers and secondly I keep splitting them. Hopefully the steel device will fare better.

Once safely secured in the replacement device I began to reflect on the sensation of having my cock dangle free, if only for a few moments. It may sound strange but it felt somehow unnatural. My cock like the rest of me is the property of Madame Catarina and is solely for her use. It is only natural that it be locked away and released only for her amusement.

I must admit to not having 100% confidence in the replacement sheath as it was a similar design to the one I had just split but it was comforting to be wearing it. I was already impatient to receive my new steel device and become more securely locked into chastity, but I knew I had to wait a couple of days so it was just a case of exercising self-control and hoping the sheath could withstand the pressure.

That night with the chastity photo sent and my allegiance pledged I lay down to sleep and as I gazed down at my cock in its plastic cage I thought of my owner and Goddess Madame Catarina and my enslavement…and all was right with the world.

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Bootlicker as Camera Man-Head Cam version: Chapter One

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Have you ever wondered what it is like to serve at the feet of a true goddess? What is a slave’s eye view? What does the slave experience? This is not the usual PoV movie. Madame Catarina has strapped a camera to the head of her slave Bootlicker giving a unique view of what it is truly like to serve her.

Madame Catarina is dressed in stunning leather and thigh length boots and has ordered you to entertain her this afternoon as she enjoys a cigarette and a glass of sparkling white wine. You lie helpless at her feet and she decides to fit you with a funnel and uses you as an ashtray Can you taste the ash as you swallow it, can you taste the mixture of her spit and saliva as she spits into your mouth. Can you feel the delicious pain as she crushes your cock beneath her heels and what do you feel when you gaze into her eyes as she begins to torture your nipples….

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Entire Movie-Slave Trade with Madame Catarina and Mistress Rouge


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You thought slave trade is over? A relict from the past? No-in a matriarchy it’s a common practice. But first the men have to be captured and then broken. This is the business of Madame Catarina.

Madame Catarina has captured and broken two slaves and her good friend Mistress Rouge is interested in buying them for use on her Jamaican slave farm. The ladies decide to test out the newest arrival first and after a brief inspection he is tied to the flogging rack and the two Mistresses can begin their fun. The Ladies begin to mercilessly whip the slaves cock and balls with their crops and whips before turning their attention to his nipples all the time delighting in his screams of agony. It is then time to move him to the whipping bench where they delight still further in torturing his cock and balls with their heavy whips. Satisfied that he is a suitable candidate for the slave farm he swaps places with Madame Catarina’s caged slave where he is tethered to the bars by his cock. The new slave is inspected and secured to the whipping rack and the Ladies proceed to cruelly whip his back and ass. With his ass a mass of welts and bruises the Ladies decide it is time to turn him around and give his cock and balls the same treatment. Mistress Rouge decides that she likes the quality of Madame Catarina’s goods and a sale is agreed.

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Deeper Still into Chastity for Madame Catarina

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My sleep was once more fitful and my dreams vivid and rich with ritual humiliation and torture at the hands of Madame Catarina. When I awoke the images and feelings of the dreams stayed with me and I carried them with me throughout the day. The confinement of my cock was a constant reminder of Madame Catarina’s ownership …a thought that kept me in a state of almost constant arousal. I learnt very early on in my journey into Madame Catarina’s slavery that total submission to her in all things was what I truly desired. To give her total control and domination of my whole being…and of course Madame Catarina expected no less.

This simple fact formed a vicious but beautiful circle   the constraints the device placed on my cock was a stark reminder of Madame Catarina’s total ownership and control of me…which aroused me…which in turn placed further constraints on my cock  which reiterated my Mistresses total power over me …which aroused me still further …a vicious but beautiful circle.

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By the evening my cock was sore and throbbing and my head filled with extreme images and fantasies. My whole body and mind yearned to feel Madame Catarina’s domination over me. My mind raced and my pulse quickened as I envisaged myself bound and helpless locked in the darkness of Madame Catarina’s cage and dragged out only on occasion to be used by my Mistress for her sadistic pleasure. Extreme bullwhipping, bloody canings, brutal CBT, branding and trampling all featured as well as gross humiliation as Madame Catarina utilised all the toys at her disposal to leave me bruised and broken in the darkness of her cage until the next instalment…I imagined myself kneeling before her licking my blood from her cane after a brutal caning or being forced to lick up my own cum from a doggy bowl of my owners warm champagne…I imagined myself as nothing but her grovelling slave desperate to please and desperate to undergo any and every torment she could devise just to be allowed to worship and serve her.

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And then the penny dropped (or should that be the cent?). I was already this grovelling slave desperate to please and desperate to undergo any and every torment my Mistress and owner could devise just to be allowed to worship and serve her. I may have not undergone all of the deliciously sadistic games and rituals I had imagined (yet) but I was very much her property and slave and it was her ownership of me that was the most important thing and not my bizarre BDSM fantasies…

These thoughts gave me some relief and after following my nightly ritual of posting my chastity photo and pledging my allegiance to my Mistress and owner I took myself wearily to bed where my dreams were once again haunted by the beauty and cruelty of my Goddess.

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Deeper into Chastity for Madame Catarina

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The second day in chastity began as every other day has begun since becoming Madame Catarina’s property. At the start of every day at the appointed hour I pledge myself to Madame Catarina’s service.

This is the same wherever I am …when serving at Madame Catarina’s saloon or across the sea.

At the saloon I am often told to present myself kneeling and await my Mistresses instructions or sometimes simply given a list of the tasks she wishes me to carry out. When I am away it is the same process although the type of task set tends to be different.

I sent my message as usual and Madame Catarina replied not with a list of my duties but with a beautiful photograph of the boots she was wearing and a message saying that she had a slave bound and locked in the dungeon overnight and that she was just about to have some fun with him.

Given the tone of the message I knew that Madame Catarina knew the exact effect the photo and message would have and that it amused her. I spent the rest of the morning trying to concentrate on my work and avoiding looking at the photo…for the most part unsuccessfully.

By lunchtime I was almost crazy…the images in my head causing my cock to swell and the feeling of constriction as it rubbed against the device only excited me further. I could feel Madame Catarina’s power and control over me and knew that I was completely and totally hers to do with as she wished.

I know from previous experience that the first few days of chastity training are akin to madness and that soon it passes as the urges subside and the feelings of powerlessness and total submission become the norm.

The day wore on in much the same vein …a constant struggle between getting on with the work I had to do and thoughts of my Mistress and owner. I could not help think of my first visit to Madame Catarina. Arriving at her saloon I thought myself a slave, how wrong I was. In those days I had a list of preferences and taboos, but no more. My training with Madame Catarina and my journey into her slavery and ownership have taught me that total submission meant exactly that and that being locked into chastity was a symbol of this.

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In due course the evidence of my chastity was posted and as I lay down to sleep having pledged my devotion to my Mistress and owner, images and memories of Madame Catarina engulfed me once more and as my cock throbbed I could feel it chafing on the walls of the device. The constriction and mild pain this caused served to stimulate my already over active imagination still more. I felt a deep joy mixed with a deep yearning to suffer at the hands of Madame Catarina and longed for pain hat only she can inflict. It was with the sound of my Mistresses cruel laughter in my head that I eventually fell asleep but only to dream the most lurid and fantastical of dreams.

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One Year a Slave

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It is exactly one year ago today that I had the unimaginable honour of becoming Madame Catarina’s property. Although I had been Madame Catarina ‘s slave prior to this momentous event and been baptized by her two years previously it was not until this day last year after years of rigorous training and testing that Madame Catarina decided to take complete ownership of me.

The exact contents of the contract are personal and between Madame Catarina and myself but suffice to say Madame Catarina has ownership and control of me since that day.

In a short ceremony I was allowed to kneel naked before my Mistress (naked apart from collar and lead and my tags of ownership…of course. Madame Catarina signed the contract and then I signed. My first duty as Madame Catarina’s property was to pour her a bottle of chilled sparkling wine and then to pour myself a glass of Madame Catarina’s warm Champagne. And then a toast to seal the contract…If I close my eyes I can still taste the delicious flavour of my owners champagne and smell the dazzling aroma.

Now one year on and a lot more training, I sit locked in chastity with Madame Catarina’s tags of ownership on the chain around my neck. I feel truly blessed, honoured and thankful to be owned and controlled by the most wonderful of Mistresses.

Madame Catarina’s Chastity Training

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On Friday last, Madame Catarina decided to start my chastity training again.

When I am serving my Mistress and owner Madame Catarina in person as her slave and butler I am locked into a chastity device. There are occassions when Madame Catarina requires access to my cock and balls such as when she wishes to test out a new toy or devise a new means of torture but mostly I am locked tightly away.

Sadly I sometimes have to leave my Mistresses service and deal with business matters in the UK and this has been the case over the last few weeks.

And on Friday Madame Catarina instructed me to place myself into my device.

I did so gratefully. It was a wonderful feeling to feel the comforting restriction of the device embrace and engulf my cock and to feel my Mistress and owners power and control flood into me again.

Being locked into chastity by Madame Catarina is a great honour, it is where I belong and I now feel somehow naked when not wearing the device. It is somehow reassuring to feel the tight plastic sheath around my cock and the tightness of the ring around my balls. It also acts as a symbol of Madame Catarina’s ownership and control of me… especially when I am not serving her in person.

So it was with great joy that I placed my cock into its new home and delivered myself into chastity for Madame Catarina, I took a photo with my cock and balls suspended over my I pad to verify the date and time and sent it to Madame Catarina.

Notice I say suspended over the I pad…I found out a long time ago that resting your ball on the actual I pad has a tendency to open and close files as well as making the screen a bit yucky.

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Madame Catarina acknowledged receipt of the photo and my chastity training had begun

I slept fitfully that night my dreams haunted by images of my Mistress and owner…one aspect of the dream has stayed with me…it is a recurring image and theme which has become part of my dream playlist since first seeing Madame Catarina’s image many moons ago.

There is a deserted church…somewhere …anywhere but surrounded in mist….the usual gothic clique …but inside the congregation are not the usual crowd you would get on a Sunday morning in St Mary Mead. The church is packed full of hooded slaves, all fitted with nipple clamps, no body hair and all wearing chastity devices. They are all standing but when the bell rings, they all kneel and Madame Catarina enters and walks to the altar and the slaves yearning and longing is palpable She surveys the congregation contemptuously and in the dream you can feel every slave willing it to be them she chooses …Madame Catarina makes her choice…sometimes it is me and other times not…sometimes there are more than one …and the ritual changes from dream to dream and there is usually some deviant appropriation of the Catholic mass with slaves trooping up to drink Madame Catarina’s golden champagne from a chalice or kneeling with grateful mouths wide open to receive her spit and some mass wanking ritual with slaves licking their own cum from the floor as Madame Catarina exits

Alas it is only a dream…and some may think a very strange dream, but it has been with me for years.

This time the dream felt different. The ritual featured some very heavy caning and whipping, but also some very heavy CBT…and it felt so real…I really felt as if it was happening to me and I was desperate for Madame Catarina to torture my cock and balls and flood my body with excruciating pain…

And then I woke up but the pain continued

And sadly it was not Madame Catarina torturing my cock and balls

I am not sure how it happened but somehow my cock had got twisted within the device…immediate action was required so I immediately tried to concentrate on something that to ‘reduce the swelling’ not easy to do when a few moments earlier my brain had been under the impression I was being ritually humiliated and tortured by my Goddess in an old church packed with her devotees. Eventually I managed to get my cock under control and with the aid of a quick swill in some cold soapy water all was well and my cock and the device seemed none the worse for wear.

I tried to return to bed and get some sleep but it was a useless endeavour…the images and sensations of the dream would not leave me and as my cock reacted once more to these I felt the reassuring restriction of the device restrain it. Reminding me that I was totally owned and totally controlled by Madame Catarina….

To be continued…..

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