I keep thinking I have forgotten something
You know that feeling you get when you are in the supermarket and you know you have forgotten something but can’t remember what it is. So you reach into your pocket for the shopping list and it isn’t there….no shopping list, no pocket and you realise what you have forgotten is your trousers.
You know that feeling.
Well this feeling is nothing like that. It is more like their is something missing.
I am at the beginning of my chastity training and Madame Catarina is of the mind that these things should be done properly.
The breaking in stage had already demonstrated several things such as you cannot wear the device and pee standing up. Well you can if you are not fussy about where it goes and how your clothes smell. It also demonstrated that foreskins can really, really hurt when pinched. These are useful things for the novice to know.
So what have the first 24 hours of being locked in taught me?
All sinks are at the wrong height to wash your cock in…I sort of knew this anyway but it was brought home to me with a vengeance these last 24 hours.
My cock is a very powerful when I am asleep and can almost defy the laws of physics
I need a smaller size ring behind my balls and a spacer …because my cock is very powerful etc…
Every pair of jeans that I own are too tight in the crotch
Even when curled up into the tiniest ball it will still appear as if I have a semi hard on when I am wearing the device and tight jeans.
There is a right way and a wrong way to fix the lock to allow an easy way to get a good clear photo of the number, my cock in the device and the time and date on the I pad.
When rested on a IPad my balls love to open programmes just as I am taking a photo
They can do this for 20 minutes no problem
Note to self- delete the forty partial photos on my IPhone of my cock, the device, the ID number and my IPad
Tonight Madame Catarina ordered me to remove the device shortly after I took the photo. I have since inspected my ‘tackle’ and identified areas where rubbing is a problem and have organised the alterations needed for my next interment.
And now I feel strangely naked without the device cradling and restraining my cock, reminding me of her ownership and my slavery. A little like being trouser-less in the supermarket. Of course I am still locked into chastity and the locks and restraints in my mind are far stronger than the plastic tag that holds the device shut…but still it is comforting to know that my Mistress will soon lock my cock away again as a symbol of her power over me.
But the main lesson I have learnt in this first 24 hours is that Madame Catarina not only owns my cock and my mind but every other part of me as well…
And I am blessed indeed
From the 14th-16th August 2015 Madame Catarina will be holding a very special event at the hidden torture farm just south of Berlin. Over the three days and nights she will be joining forces with the amazing Lady Stella to provide a unique and immersive slave experience.
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