I awoke the following morning having slept better. Whether this was a result of exhaustion or feeling more comfortable in my chastity I do not know. Having pledged my devotion to my Mistress and owner I got on with the work I had to do. After all this was the reason I could not serve my Mistress in person. Although obviously haunted by images of Madame Catarina throughout the day I began to feel more comfortable with the device both physically and emotionally.
It felt good to feel my owners control over me and I began to view this as normal. Which indeed it is, the couple of weeks I was not in chastity were abnormal. I occasionally gazed down at my cock in its plastic cage and thought of how far I had travelled over the last few years. As I gazed at the cock locked away I began to see it as almost something separate from me. This cock that on reflection had been a major driving force in my life and made a lot of decisions for me in younger life had been given freely and gladly into the control of Madame Catarina and now she used it as well as other methods to exert her power and control over me. This was the most beautiful and precious thing. The device represented Madame Catarina’s complete domination of me and I knew this is what I wanted more than anything.
The day passed in a flurry of work and meetings and with my chastity photo posted and allegiance pledged to my Mistress and owner I fell into bed and tried to sleep but could not as I thought of the metal device that should arrive tomorrow and how would feel to be locked securely in a tight metal casing with no prospect of release…and the thoughts excited me.
The next morning I awoke once more from vivid dreams with my cock semi-hard in its prison. I followed the same routine as always, offering my service to Madame Catarina and completing any tasks she gave me before starting other work. I was excited at the prospect of the new device and could not get it out of my head and in due course it was delivered. I quickly sent Madame Catarina a photograph and she was delighted with it commenting it looked like something from H R Giger before instructing me to put it on immediately.
I quickly photographed the device I was wearing, removed it, washed, lubricated and within minutes I was locked in the cold steel sheath and a photo of my new home was quickly sent. Madame Catarina pronounced herself delighted with it before briefing me on caring for her property within its new prison.
I must admit it felt wonderful to be imprisoned this way and both exciting and liberating. The feel and weight of the metal made it feel much more of a prison than the plastic device. The only problem was that having my cock locked away in the new device excited me. The feel of it reiterated Madame Catarina’s power and control which excited me further. I could not stop looking at my cock in its bright shiny new prison, totally trapped and controlled by Madame Catarina.
I imagined Madame Catarina torturing me whilst I was encased in the device and idly wondered if she would be able to use a urethral dilator whilst I was wearing it…these kinds of thoughts followed me everywhere… but I knew with patience and time I would adapt and the feel of the steel and feelings of total surrender would soon become the normal state of things.
That evening with the photo sent and allegiance pledged to my Mistress, owner and goddess, I sank into the most beautiful of dreams which others might call nightmares as felt Madame Catarina’s absolute power and control envelope me
To be continued
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First of all I have to say that your blog is absolute fantastic!
I like it very much to read about your relationship to your mistress. I dreamt for many years about visiting Madame Catarina but I didn´t dare to contact her although I am from Germany.
Now I have found myself the mistress of my dreams since nearly four years and I can really understand what you are writing about your feelings and thoughts. Unfortunately I see her far too rarely but she controls my mind 24 hours a day. I am also locked away in a plastic chastity belt by her for nearly 18 months. Only for some kind of sports and for cleaning and shaving I am allowed to open it before putting it on again immediately afterwards.
I consider to buy a metal chastity too because now it ist my fourth plastic cage. Therefore I have some questions. What chastity belt is it on the photo you are wearing now? What can you say about wearing it until now? What is it about the weight difference between plastic and metal? How ist the wearing comfort?
Hello Mika
Thank you 😉
Re the metal and the weight…I am sure you know the balls shrink when in chastity…I am now on my third size cock ring 😉 and after the usual rubbing and chaffing it is now quite comfortable…but i am under strict instructions to remove it if i have any concerns or i am in pain…just in case Madame Catarina is not available to give me permission when i ask for it…and always carry a pair of scissors 😉 I am glad I am not the only one who has had problems with the plastic ones…I am really glad you like the blog…it is nice to know that you can relate to the ‘relationship’ between Mistress and slave…i hope you get to visit your Mistress more often
First of all I have to say that your blog is absolute fantastic!
I like it very much to read about your relationship to your mistress. I dreamt for many years about visiting Madame Catarina but I didn´t dare to contact her although I am from Germany.
Now I have found myself the mistress of my dreams since nearly four years and I can really understand what you are writing about your feelings and thoughts. Unfortunately I see her far too rarely but she controls my mind 24 hours a day. I am also locked away in a plastic chastity belt by her for nearly 18 months. Only for some kind of sports and for cleaning and shaving I am allowed to open it before putting it on again immediately afterwards.
I consider to buy a metal chastity too because now it ist my fourth plastic cage.
Therefore I have some questions. What chastity belt is it on the photo you are wearing now? What can you say about wearing it until now? What is it about the weight difference between plastic and metal? How ist the wearing comfort?