And now a little over three weeks on from being put back into chastity it has become the natural order of things once more. Madame Catarina’s property is locked safely away and the device controls any unbidden impulses it may have.
It is not all plain sailing obviously. There have been a few technical difficulties.
One being the weight of the device combining with gravity and a reduction in ball size leading to a loosening of the device. This warranted the buying of a smaller cock ring to hold it steady.
Apart from inspections and hygiene visits ordered and controlled by my Mistress and owner the cock is locked safely away and Madame Catarina’s power over me increases daily. It always surprises and amazes me…although why it should I do not know as it keeps happening…Just when I feel that Madame Catarina’s domination over me is total it somehow intensifies.
The cock has gradually surrendered to its owner and its caged status. It has its moments of course and sometimes I wake in the night as it strains against its steel prison desperate for release…and sometimes it does this in the day.
It is of course uncomfortable at times to feel the cock straining against the metal with no chance of release but also very arousing. And now instead of forcing myself to think of nasty thoughts to bring it under control I simply surrender myself to the will of Madame Catarina and feel her power flood over me and into the wayward cock bringing it under control.
It is after all her cock to do with what she likes and my job is simply to keep it safe and well and ready for service.
This is not always easy especially when Madame Catarina orders me to buy her new movies and watch them at a specific time and supply evidence that my chastity remains intact. It is gratifying to know that my discomfort gives her such amusement. It is also a measure of how deeply I have traveled into my Mistresses slavery, that now I long for the cane on my already bloodied butt whereas only a year ago the thought would have terrified me.
And I must admit when Madame Catarina gave me the honour of posting a selfie on Twitter as a Birthday gift for me I thought even the metal cage would not contain my bulging cock.
The device has become a part of me, a symbol and constant reminder of Madame Catarina’s ownership of me.
The chastity training certainly focuses the mind and it is slightly different this time around. In the past my chastity has been about self-control and trying to keep ‘the beast’ in check but now I am discovering there is no ‘self’ to control…all belongs to my Goddess, Mistress and owner, Madame Catarina…
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