The eight days passed in a flurry of activity yet still managed to drag on interminably and devote myself fully to Madame Catarina to the exclusion of all other things.
And now on the eve of my departure with all of my personal possession sold or in store there is a little time to reflect on my journey and the next steps.
I remember the impact of seeing Madame Catarina’s image for the first time about twelve years ago and how the effect was quite unlike that of other Mistresses photos. It is difficult to put into words although I have tried repeatedly on the pages of this blog, but even as a relative novice at the time I knew I wanted to dedicate myself entirely to this Goddess.
Then came the movies which acted as both my inspiration and education, each new movie introducing me to different aspects of Femdom and of course expanding my slave horizons. Then it was the gifts, the occasional e-mail contact and finally my first session when my life changed forever. Then came longer sessions, more intensive training, my baptism, the slave contract the honour of being allowed to serve my Mistress and owner on vacation or at special events and being allowed to make myself useful in the dungeon.
With each new experience Madame Catarina’s ownership and control over me intensified and my devotion increased.
And now I sit on the verge of entering into absolute and total slavery permanently.
How do I feel?
Honoured of course, more honoured than any slave could wish to be. To serve and devote myself entirely to Madame Catarina to the exclusion of all else is more than I could have hoped for even in my wildest dreams. Her ownership of me is total and runs to the very core of my being. I have truly become her slave and property and I am hers to do with as she pleases, my only purpose has become to serve and obey.
And what more could any slave wish for?
It is only now that I take this next step that I realise that not only is Madame Catarina my Mistress and owner but also my Goddess. And what better way to serve a Goddess than total devotion.
And so begins the next phase of my journey….
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What a unique christmas present you received from your misstress! You must be really lucky! I envy you for this step in your life. I can imagine that a dream comes true. The same dreams about ownership, control and devotion affect my life more and more in the last four years since I found the mistress of my heart.
I am looking forward to read how your journey continues.
I wish you success and have great christmas days
Thank you Mika76
Thank you for your kind words and yes I am very lucky indeed .Also, of course good luck in the future…I will try to keep the blog updated regularly…if time allows!