Tag Archives: Slave Thoughts

To Berlin for my Owners Birthday


Today the 8th December is my owner Madame Catarina’s birthday.

If you have missed it there maybe still time to visit her wishlist and write a grovelling apology Continue reading

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Slavery Continues


The following day was extremely busy with cleaning and packing way the equipment from the movie shoot and then preparing the dungeon for an evening double dom session with Mistress Rouge and my owner and Mistress, Madame Catarina. By waking early I had managed to complete most of the work before my Mistresses arrival at noon. Continue reading

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Madame Catarina’s Slave Training- The Next Level


The following day with coffee prepared I presented myself at 6.am and awaited my Mistress, naked all but for my collar, tags and device. Madame Catarina duly messaged me and told me to fetch my hood, lead and nipple clamps and await her arrival in the saloon kitchen. I did so immediately and reumed my position of supplication on the kitchen floor. My Mistress and owner duly arrived and inspected my chastity device with the heel of her boots. The autumn weather and the fallen leaves meant that Madame Catarina’s boots were very muddy that morning Continue reading

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My Training Deepens


Madame Catarina continued to dig her sharp nails into my balls and then grabbed the steel tightly in her fists whilst digger her nails into the side of my cock through the open side slats in the device. Continue reading

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Even Deeper into Madame Catarina’s Slavery


A large part of my slave journey has been learning how to relinquish control to my Mistress and owner, whether physical or mental. A large part of this process has been learning to let go of ideas of self as these only get in the way…or more correctly let go of old ideas of self and instead embrace and welcome her total control of my mind, body and spirit. Continue reading

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A Walk in the Woods


I awoke the following morning very tired. Despite my best efforts to sleep my dreams were haunted-if the word haunted is the correct word to describe what was going on inside my head and chastity device. Strangely…or maybe not …even in my dreams it seemed that I could not imagine myself out of chastity it had become that much a part of my existence. Continue reading

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Learning a Lesson


I had difficulties sleeping that night. Surrounded as I was with my owner’s instruments of torture I could not help imagine her using each and every one of them on me…and quite perversely I imagined this happening whilst still locked in chastity. But such thoughts come at a price and the was virtually no sleep Continue reading

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My Training Intensifies


I slept soundly that night both happy and exhausted. I was granted a lie in until 7.30am the following morning as Madame Catarina did not require my services. So it was an hour later than usual that I presented myself in the usual manner. My Mistress and owner messaged me with a list of duties and tasks I must carry out in the dungeon and saloon before midday when she would inspect my work and allow me to fetch her things from the weekend events from her car and clean and tidy them. Continue reading

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My Training Continues…


I was told to lie over the whipping bench fully clothed as Madame Catarina rolled the die. It was with some relief for me that it came out as a two…but I could not help feel Madame Catarina was a little disappointed it was not a six. Continue reading

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Back to work


Madame Catarina had instructed me to present myself kneeling naked in the centre of the saloon at 6.00am the following morning which I did so willingly. As I knelt there waiting for instruction I could not help but gaze at myself in the mirror …kneeling naked but for my collar, tags of ownership and of course my chastity device with its combination of flesh and metal looking like something from a Giger painting. Continue reading

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