Words fail me….


‘I want to put myself at your mercy for good or evil without any condition, without any limit to your power’

Leopald Von Sacher-Masoch

So just when I am running out of words to describe what has happened to me my Mistress and owner comes to my rescue and draws my attention to the above lines from good old Leopald. What can I say that is not contained in these words?

I will chance my arm and include a poem written a good while ago (in the form of a Sapphic Ode for anyone interested in that sort of thing).

Crushed beneath your heels I lie forever

Bound for eternity in your slavery

Not fit to lick the dust from beneath your boots

I belong to you


My flesh craves the biting of your whips

To bleed for you, to suffer for you always

To gaze longingly into your eyes and pray

For your cruel touch


Longing to prove only utter devotion

My pain and suffering is given gladly

For do you not own me so completely?

Mistress of my soul


You are my sun, my moon, my queen, my owner

The axis on which my universe turns

In your sweet chains I am now imprisoned

And beg no release


I have entered your slavery willingly

Dominion over all is freely given

My surrender is total and absolute

I wear your collar


Pierced, flayed, branded for your amusement

My desire, my whole, my being longs only

To grovel in servitude begging simply

To witness your smile

 But even this does not come close to reflecting the transformation that has happened since becoming Madame Catarina’s 24/7 slave and butler. I said I was struggling for words so yet another quote:


Submission is not about being used, submission is about being of use

Submission is not thinking less of yourself, submission is thinking of yourself less

Submission is not about what is done to you, submission is what you can do for her

Close but no cigar.

Maybe if you were to take all three quotes and mix them up…maybe you would get close.

But as I say words fail me…and not just my own.

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About Slave PJ

I am the property and 24/7 slave and butler of the divine Madam Catarina of Berlin.
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