‘I want to put myself at your mercy for good or evil without any condition, without any limit to your power’
Leopald Von Sacher-Masoch
So just when I am running out of words to describe what has happened to me my Mistress and owner comes to my rescue and draws my attention to the above lines from good old Leopald. What can I say that is not contained in these words?
I will chance my arm and include a poem written a good while ago (in the form of a Sapphic Ode for anyone interested in that sort of thing).
Crushed beneath your heels I lie forever
Bound for eternity in your slavery
Not fit to lick the dust from beneath your boots
I belong to you
My flesh craves the biting of your whips
To bleed for you, to suffer for you always
To gaze longingly into your eyes and pray
For your cruel touch
Longing to prove only utter devotion
My pain and suffering is given gladly
For do you not own me so completely?
Mistress of my soul
You are my sun, my moon, my queen, my owner
The axis on which my universe turns
In your sweet chains I am now imprisoned
And beg no release
I have entered your slavery willingly
Dominion over all is freely given
My surrender is total and absolute
I wear your collar
Pierced, flayed, branded for your amusement
My desire, my whole, my being longs only
To grovel in servitude begging simply
To witness your smile
But even this does not come close to reflecting the transformation that has happened since becoming Madame Catarina’s 24/7 slave and butler. I said I was struggling for words so yet another quote:
Submission is not about being used, submission is about being of use
Submission is not thinking less of yourself, submission is thinking of yourself less
Submission is not about what is done to you, submission is what you can do for her
Close but no cigar.
Maybe if you were to take all three quotes and mix them up…maybe you would get close.
But as I say words fail me…and not just my own.
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