Obviously I have been Madame Catarina’s slave and property for far longer than two weeks but as followers of this blog will know my service as 24/7 personal slave to my Mistress and owner to the exclusion of all else only started two weeks ago today.
And what a two weeks it has been. I have decided not to give a day by day account of new my life and status on this blog although of course I do keep a personal diary, which who knows may one day see the light of day in some form if Madame Catarina grants permission.
So what has been happening in the ‘week between years’ and what have I discovered about my new life and my slavery.
The first and most important thing I have discovered is that I am the slave and property of Madame Catarina. This may seem a bit obvious and even a bit repetitive for regular readers (or not so regular readers) of this blog. So I will try to explain what I mean.
Since entering into my Goddesses 24/7 slavery my status as property and slave has only deepened. With each passing day I find myself entering deeper into Madame Catarina’s slavery, deeper than I ever thought possible.
When I first arrived at my Mistresses’ saloon in what seems a lifetime ago…and in many ways it was… I thought myself submissive. The intervening years and intensive training have taught me otherwise and I am sure that in a few weeks time I will look back at my current level of slavery and think that I am only now experiencing what amounts to a Dante-like vestibule of slavery; I know there is much deeper slavery to come and I long for it with my body, heart and soul.
The last couple of weeks have heralded a transformation; with each passing day, with each new task, skill or aspect of behaviour learnt I have become more my owners property. I now live, sleep and breath my slavery and I thank my Goddess for the honour she has bestowed upon me in allowing me to serve. My old life is becoming a fleeting memory and I embrace what I have become totally and fully.
Of course I make mistakes and these are punished and whilst the punishment is hard and painful, the knowledge that I have given poor service is much more painful…in a way…than the cane across my bare ass. The welts, bruises and stinging pain afterwards not only serve to remind me of my mistakes but also to reiterate my status and Madame Catarina’s ownership of me.
So what has been happening? A lot is the simple answer.
To be continued…
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